The other day I was driving to the bank and a sad song came on the radio that put me in one kind of a mood, and i'm one of those people that just can't get out of it. So the bank got put on hold. I kept driving around, plugged in my iPhone to my car and kept listening to sad songs. One of the songs is "The Long Goodbye" by Allen G Young. This song is about Alzheimer's. My grandmother passed away from Alzheimer's, and I found this song about two months before she died. So you can imagine how this song makes me feel.
I think what makes me feel even worse while listening to that song is that I have a family friend that is going through basically the same thing. Seeing her go through what my grandma went through just kills me. I know whats going to end up happening to her and every time I see her it makes me wanna cry. Every time she has an episode I remember the time my grandmother thought she had to go home, but that is a different story. I also think about Bill (her husband) also my grandfather (who is also gone) when I listen to The Long Goodbye, because it is sung through a husbands point of view.
Anyways thanks for reading If you every have moods likes this leave a comment. I keep thinking i'm that one weird person that does this and no one else does.
